Hahaha! D.S amuses me so much.. he's cool! i just don't understand how he really is.. first he's like a simple git..... then he says things that quite surprises me.. lol! weird. But most of all that i observe on him is he's NICE! ...so far.. LOL!!!! i know he's younger than me but well... who cares about that nowadays!?! with what BM told me this afternoon... just confirms it! such a funny git. so amusing! but still, i can't deny the fact that Seany is still the nicest young man i ever met.. for his age, that is. as what we just mentioned earlier at work, he's such a big opposite of Mr. Snobbish DJ.. lol!! i'll see him on thursday! that made me glad.. i was hoping to see Mr. Cool-Aid tonight but well, it didn't turn out the way i want it..... he left me a message this afternoon anyway so that kinda made me feel better! ok.. i'll shut up now. ^_^
Our Journey Continues...
Yup.. it's back to school again.... Even though i've been used to going to school again coz of work, going to school for a class still seems more stressful.. Yesterday was supposedly our 1st day of class but UST only held a mass so me and my classmates who also went to school just had ourselves entertained in EVO (a computer shop in Dapitan)... The guys --dota boys-- as usual played DOTA and us girls just used the internet and just watched them play after.. Tristan (co-S.A. of mine) was also online in YM that time... we got to talk again and he asked me if he could go to the shop but we decided to meet up in the field to..talk...... Lora and Cariz went also.. *sigh* Then i waited for him for a few minutes and there he was smiling as usual..... I introduced him to the two hitchers then we started to talk.. funny things... thing about what happened after our last day.... but it was not too long when drops of rain started to fall on us.. we decided to go to the bench where there's a roof but the clouds did not look too good to me., i told him that he should go to class already before he gets caught by the rain.... his class was at 4pm and that was already past 3:45 i think... so he did as i wish and started to walk away.... i felt something bad inside me., we decided to go back to EVO after he left but the rain did not continue to fall anymore.... aaawwwwww curse those rain drops!! i really felt bad and guilty the whole time we were in EVO for asking him to go too soon since he just went to school earlier than he had to just to meet up and chat with me.. well,, i wished for it to rain so that i will feel a bit better and it did.... but still, i feel bad about it and still can't forget that moment.. it was just yesterday anyway....
After that EVO hang out.. the group went to Burger Machine in Espana to eat.. then we just let the time pass as we sit and talk in one of the pavilions in Beato.... the others went home a bit earlier than us (me, cariz, lora, jared and vlad) coz we stayed to be with Vlad as he waits for those who will fetch him... we went home at around 7:30pm.. Ok so that's it...
Today, i was late for school (8:00am call time) and i almost didn't go coz there was no vehicle to ride... damn it., i was so pissed this morning coz of that.... good thing my mom, brother and uncle? told me that we will ride a taxi cab to UST coz they were also going there..... And there, as i said, i was late but good thing our professor in Graphics Design was nice.. Carlos and Mr. Long hair dude but not long hair anymore are our classmates again.... hahaha.. We went home early.... Triar doesn't have classes during wednesdays.. crap! ^_^
Monotony.. I feel like my days are being monotonous coz nothing new really happens... Nothing special., Feeling.. I've been feeling really sick this past 3 days... Head hurts so badly, back pain, body aches and my eyes hurts.... really bad feeling.. I'm a bit better now though..
Yesterday, me and my mom went out to shop for the things she needed when she's already in Arizona... and she also bought me a new pair of white shoes (~yeah!) and a shirt and jacket.... besides all that.. i've got nothing more than a really annoying body ache.. specially my legs and knees.... bad thing was.... I didn't see the 1st episode of Gokusen!!!! I've been waiting for May 1 for almost a decade now just to see that episode and now.... it's all over... waaaaaaahhhhh I wanna cry!!!!!!!! *sniff* Well, too bad.. there's nothing I can do about that now.. Maybe I'll just catch that in YouTube or something some other day...
I'm glad that a friend of mine in Animetribe replied to my message already! (~w00t!) I'm really happy~~ I've been waiting for that.... hehehe.. waaahhh and another thing is... one of my FOUR has just approved my friend request in Friendster!!!! ~yey!!! ok.. ok... so the monotony is slowly being broken.. but I bet it'll be all the same again after this.... There's nothing to do here at home and there's no one to talk to either!!! Good thing that Rhonel is always online whenever I am coz he's the only one I've been talking to this past few days.. And he never fails to make me laugh, that's for sure! hehe...
Well, maybe this is enough for now.... Ja ne! ^_^*
I already got a summer job.. student assistant in UST for enrollment.... The job is good and it's not really that hard... bit tiring though.. I'm not sure with the pay,, all I know is that it's a 'per hour' job.... longer over time -- the better.. It's fun and I get to know new people and specially the freshmen who are still innocent and stupid.. *hahaha!* but it's quite boring on the afternoon... Good thing the 3 tellers from Metrobank who are beside me are cool and funny.. Unlike those from other banks., The freshmen are quite few though... too bad.... -__-"
Anyways,, I'm looking forward to the enrollment of the higher years.. specially the 4th years.... *grin!* I really miss Triar.. I wonder how he is.... By the way, Silver just called me yesterday.. waaaaahhh I dunno... whatever..... but at least I finally told him that I miss him... That's an achievement.... ~_~!
Hmm.. Lately, I've been having weird dreams... really weird but interesting things.. And a friend of mine is involved.... It's ok if I have 1 dream about him or another one on some other day but the funny thing is, those dreams that involves him happens consecutively.... if I remember it right.. it's 3 consecutive nights and all of them are different.. evolving into something much better.... i think.. ~_~" i dunno.. it's weird.... and of all the people,, why him?? We're not THAT close.. well, we're good friends but I haven't really talked to him that long personally...hmmmm ...But don't get me wrong.. I'm not complaining or whatsoever.... and it doesn't really bother me that much... I just think it's a bit funny.. or weird.... but whatever those dreams meant.. I'll just wait for the answers! ^_^
I'm currently playing Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets as a time consumer.. It's a really boring vacation and this game is a big help on eating my time.... It's fun anyway... but I would prefer continuing my FF8 rematch,, if only that stupid disc 1 didn't break..... anyway, next job day is on May 22 so I have almost a month of break.... ^^
I'm currently savouring the little amount of time left before I go to ust and sort of start my summer job there.... I really don't feel like working since I got back from Laguna but it can't be helped.. My call time is at 1pm but I have to be there by 12nn coz my mom asked me to bring something to her., darn it! Anyways.. I got a lot of new games for my phone yesterday and I like the Mobile Pet Dog and Monkey... It's a bit boring after sometime though., hmmm.... I think that's it for now.. Goodluck to me on my summer job!! ~_~
It's clearance day today.. The day was fun and good things happened... ^_^ *phew!* We (cariz, eton and lora) didn't wear the uniform as what they informed us., And as we knew it, it's not needed anyway.. But in case, the three of us girls brought our uniforms to be sure... hehehe.. I saw Pat (JohnCena2) and 1-9.... 1-9 was even sitting on the bench nearest our pavilion.. That was nice.... Also there's Fubu and Johnny Depp (Allen)... ^_^ But the best one was none other than the great Triar! We (BMAP) were going to Uncle J's that time.. I didn't expect him to be there in the pav nearest the gym.. well, That was a good surprise!!! And yeah.. I also saw my "Master Idol Teacher Guru" and Alo.. Missed them so much! ^_^*
*Waahh gusto ko talaga ung song na `Beep`!! Ankulet..* My anime`s of passion as of now are Gensomaden Saiyuki, Kaleido Star and Prince of Tennis..... ~yeah I just love those shows.. But I think something happened to Prince of Tennis.. I don't know yet.. gotta confirm it!!!! ~waahhh... ~_~ Niweiz, I'm just glad that my blogspot is back to life again.... and I love my new template! ~yey!!!
You know.. I'm starting to like `Uhuh`... Didn't think that I'll like him that way.. After all that happened to us.. Anyway... we'll see what will happen.. *Chow!*
After a long period of passiveness... Here's a post I copied from my multiply..... I'll just post another one.. new news from me..... I also changed the background..
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Finally... i'm alive again!!! it's vacation time at last..
i thought this will never come.... but the sad thing is, i miss my friends already... from the time i stepped out of my classmate Pao's house last night.... party at his house last night by the way....
~SHOUT OUT TO MY 1-3 MATES: Miss you guys so much!!! Labas ulit tau ngaung bakasyon ha.... ~
Anyway.. i'm planning to do some more deviations while i have time.... and i'm also planning to start playing FF8 all over again for entertainment's sake.... bbuuuutttttt.... if i get that summer job that i signed up to., things will change...
ok now.. a "miracle" just occured this afternoon..... "someone" called me.. i thought that "someone" would never remember to call again.... damn it! i hate it when someone does this to me........... shimata!
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oh what a day.. i went to ust to get a another copy of that stupid visual basic program and also to meet with my sTaR... i arrived there at past 10 in the morning and i waited for him and irish until i rot....... lol ;p!! irish arrived around quarter to 12 and my `iveRson` at around 12:20... but i forgave them.. iveRson texted me since this morning and we had fun chatting with each other as i wait for him.. by the way it's not his fault to be late., when he was near the school already, he asked me if i wanted a chocolate.. snickers or m&m`s... then i said whatever.... as soon as he arrived, he gave me the m&m's chocolate.. i was glad and the long wait was quite worth it coz he was very sweet with me (like he's not like that?!)... hahaha.. i miss him already... my maSteR.... but it's ok., i have a lot of project yet to think about anyway.... i'm just glad that iveRson made me happy today.. i love that guy but not too much anymore... even though i know that he and neKo aren't a couple anymore.... i really don't care much anymore.. i don't know what's going on with me.......... i hate myself.. :(
-- 'Tatooed on my mind'.. -- ohh great... just the rightfully perfect song for my situation since last friday.... damn... i really can't stop thinking about him.. his voice.... his laugh.... his eyes.... his moves.... his every word.... the way he raises his hand holding his handkerchief.... the way he dances particularly infront of me.... the way he talk.... his touch.... the way he walks and stands.... his cute gestures and ways.... the way he sings.... the way he plays the guitar.... and specially,, his smile.... his billion dollar smile!! i just can't forget about all the things about him!!!! he's cripping his way inside my heart to my soul!!!! i don't know what to do., this is not even right. . . . i can't like LIKE him and more so LOVE him!! and.. and... i hate myself for this,.. i am not even ready for this.... this feeling i am currently battling with. . . . it just happened.. the extreme.. the `what more can you ask for` caption i see whenever i lay eyes on him..... i blame myself for not seeing all this for the past 2 and a half years,,.. maybe because i forbade myself from opening my eyes to him. . i look up to him
He has seen every single embarassing moments i had gone through.. i have seen his corniest side and his extreme sides... his down moments and happy days.. his funny and embarassing moments too... we have seen each others good and bad attitudes and we became very close coz of that.. we understood each other and liked each other since then. . . there's no discrimination or hard feelings between us since the first day we met.... we joke with each other,, get annoyed with each other or even get mad once,, insulted each other playfully... (we don't mind at all even if we degrade each other coz we know it's just a joke..),, i even remember his first insult to me.. that's when he said to me after i kid around on our first practice day in 2nd year hs, "francyn, isa pa nga.. mukang kang penguin! (francyn, can you do that again coz you look like a penguin!)".. i really didn't mind that comment from him that time but i never forget it... it was a happy memory coz that was the start of a very good and lasting friendship,, we have insulted others together secretly,, we have seen each other cry and consoled one anothe,, we have seen each others down-bad-worst days and goody-happy-jiggy days,, we spank each other everytime we cross each others paths and as we laugh around,, he slaps me at the back or at the biceps and i slap/punch him back,, he pinches me, i pinch him too,, he laughs at me histerically whenever i make a wrong move, accident or trip myself and then i'll look at him heavily and then we both laugh hard together.... he makes fun of me,, i make fun of him twice then he'll do it thrice... it's just a trading process (it's just that there is added tax for every move..),, we sing together and laugh if one of us is out of tune
He's a very kind and generous person.. he's never selfish... he gives me his food even if i don't ask for it.. (of course i don't accept coz he needs to eat too aight?! i he has a lot,, i get just a piece...),, i ask for his prom pic once last year and instantly at that very moment he gives me an original copy.. same this year!!! (he loves me you know?!. . . .oh come on!!! haha. .) what i drink he drinks.. if he asks or whenever i offer him something,, i give him whole heartedly!
He's a very talented person too. . he is an excellent crip and break dancer. . . an outstanding and the very best basketball player. . . . and a very good guitarist with an acceptable lovingly sweet and relaxing voice whenever he sings. . he's the person who has the biggest heart that i have ever known. . . a very sweet, sincere and thoughtful person who will protect and love you to the ends of the Earth. . and he's very true to himself and to other people. . . . he's the most humble person i ever met coz even if he is rich and has the guts to do the things which are really meant for him to do and to be considering his status in the society and school and outside,, you'll never see neither hear him brag about it! he's very down to earth and hates discrimination or hurting others. . he's even the first one to say sorry even if it's not his fault!! he's a very firm and may i say demure?! person. . . he has a high quality of breeding and he loves his family very much. . quite religious in some way and also he knows the line between seriousness and jokeness. . . very versatile, friendly and also. . my friend is a very effective chick magnet!!!! :P
This is how our friendship works.. how it grew from a simple insulting joke to a very deep closeness and i'm happy and contented with that... my relationship with him is very valuable and larger than life to me that's why i'm afraid.. yes.... AFRAID to ruin everything for just a simple burst of emotions. . . . . i don't want to be away from him., our friendship is genuine so i am having second third and to the nth power thoughts about this thing i have for him that i just realized last friday at the final hs dance we'll attend to. . . i don't understand why i didn't realize this earlier. . that i know him very well and that we already have a novel of experiences together or even apart that includes each other.... i never realized that since the 1st day in 2nd year hs.. i was in love with him and i never knew about it in almost 3 years!!!! but one thing is for sure. . . i really and honestly don't regret the things that happend and didn't happen in the past. . my very late realization most specially because that's the reason why we became very close in the first place. . . . . we became special to each other and loved each other without realizing,, i'm just glad that i didn't know about this feeling earlier coz i had,, i'll never be as close to him, his heart and his soul as i am now.... coz whenever i know i have something for a certain person,, i tend to move away and place a very high barrier between us because i'm afraid in such a way that it hurts me. . . . but now,, i'm afraid but contented with what i have.. and the best part is,, i can tell him everything i want to tell him even if they're mushy coz he'll never suspect a thing because he knows i'm a really loving person and i'm open about it... ~(^-^~) ™
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